You Know The Times
When Your Heart Says Its Over
When The Skies Blues and Greys
When Your Eyes Start To Tear

I read Cassie's oh-so mind blowing post yesterday and so I thought... yeah, not all God's Great Creation is the best nor have they got to be perfect. We always have to accept, regardless whether we like it or not, of a particular individual, thing or event. Not all things happened as the way someone wants it to be. No human being is perfect in this world. Yes, i've been repeating this sentence for idk-how-many-times but you have got to believe that right?

I question why sometimes I can be so nice to people. I question when people ask me "Why are you so nice?". Then again, I have no answer. I've always been taught to be humble, and that when I receive compliment or credit or success against something, I'm not supposed to be proud of it. Yes, I've been living with that. As I lived on, reaching more depth of maturing, I've always told myself to never hurt another's feelings nor be cruel towards them. Sincerely, I find no reason to be mean to people who have always helped and be a nice companion in my 16 years of living. You know who you are. I'm always thankful of great friends that I owned though sometimes they can be annoying as ever. I've never thought of being superficial. I guess everyone is special in their own way.

However, when things sometimes get over control or OUT OF CONTROL, I guessed its unfair to me to have to remain of what I've been living on. I question again, why are people sometimes so deluded and cruel to me when I have been so nice. This sounds as though I'm insincere of being kind and caring, BUT, if any of you have experienced of such situation, you'll feel me. I've always thought my presence were not credited that it's hard for me to comprehend the reason why. Some gets agitated so easily and some are too sensitive and it makes it look like I'm some hypocritical freak whereas I'm trying my best to be the best from the best I am everyday.

So why do people have to decide what's on other people's mind/life ... (u name it) . Why can't certain people just stick to their own living and start worrying about themselves rather than other people? Then again, I question that too.